god, my mind is going crazy...

i mean, nowadays, i got those crazy times when i would think of a lot of stuff, all at once, which makes me soooo exhausted.

like, for example, blogging. i would think of blogging about the speech day rehearsal i had jus now, and my brain automatically thinks of pointers i should include in my post. then, i would think about another thing to blog about,the problems i am facing now, and brain starts automatically listing down all of them, which makes me feel down.

not only that, i had an inspiration to write about my yearning to have a cat, but that sends me to missing my uncle's cat and remembering enviously about naufal's and suharti's cats. i even began to design a poster on cats, but since i had no mood, it turned out horrible.

and just in blogging, i have three crazy things to think about. like, i have a life, and i would start thinking about EVERYTHING i do in life. OMG. i dont think i can take it.

but, im a guy, and most importantly, im basyar. i can control this.

i need sleep. its the only thing which works against this...